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Transformation of Spirit

{ 04-25-07 @ 5:59 +00:00Sep } · { Animals, Holistic Health, My Life, Personal Growth, Spirituality }
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Wow!  I haven’t writen in the last several weeks.  I really had planned to begin being more on top of this bloging but so much has happened since I last wrote.  For one my dad  who I am very close to and love dearly was diagnosed with cancer early in September.  The last of the test are being run so it is still unknown as to how severe it is.  Something should be know within the week.  The bone scan came back negative so it is known that it hasn’t spread to the bones.  My family and I fully believe that the prognosis will be good and that he will only require to have seeds of radiation planted to eradicate the prostrate cancer at most.  The other major thing that has occured is that my beloved companion my dog Jasper transitioned on September 14th. 2007 at aproximately 2:30 pm in the afternoon.    Jasper had fullfilled one of his life’s purposes which was to lead me to work with animals.  He went with me in August to take the first level of Healing Touch with Animals.  It was through our love of each other and our phenominal connection that it brought me back to a love that I had held in my heart and soul as a very young child which is to work with animals.  I actually, think I came into this world with the love of animals.  I was very close as a baby I have been told with the family dog named Wolf.  I had health problems as a baby and l became very easily overwhelmed with life and I would withdraw within a shell.  Wolf and animals in general could really bring me out of that shell.  With them I felt safe, loved and accepted for exactly who I am.  With people I often felt like I didn’t live up their expectations.  I was told by my therapist Dana at a one day workshop she had this past Saturday that I attended called Connecting to The Source Within that our concept of ourselves is developed within the first eighteen months of our live.  At eighteen months I had a bone age study of a nine month old baby.  I had completely stopped growing.  Which as a result my self concept was that I am not enough, that I am not worthy, that I am inadequate and on and on…  I have healed a huge amount of these beliefs and I have worked hard on my personal transformation.  But here I am going to a much deeper level, clearing and healing.  It is our thoughts and beliefs that affect our physical health because we program our cells in a  way to act accordingly and as you can imagine since this is up for a healing my body has really been giving me a hard time.  But I know from experience that this to can pass and my body can heal but I must acknowledge and truly believe that I am perfect just the way I am!!!  I am also going through this process as a result or perhaps in connection with my father “What does this say about me?”  of becoming more independent financially, emotionally with both of my parents and not so dependent on them physically to make my life right.   And perhaps it is time for a man to come in to my life soon, boy it has been a very long time.  Time will tell!  I am precious and deserving of all good thing love, connection with people and animals, successful career, health, wealth, leisure, peace and joy!!!!  This is all for now,will blog again very soon. 

Wow! July has flown by!

{ 04-25-07 @ 5:59 +00:00Jul } · { Animals, My Life }
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Wow!  I can’t believe that today is the last day of July!  Time is moving by so quickly and I am so incredibly busy!  I am loving my life but it is so incredibly full!  I would actually like it to be a little less full but there is nothing that I want to let go of but I will work on the balance of all the different things.  Pet sitting is going well and beginning to  operate more smoothly the more I get use to it.  This past three weeks the three pets that stand out in my mind the most are Milo, Samson and Chipper.  An incredible very human like black and white cat, a big beige color dog Samson and a very soft black with some white named Chipper.  I really bonded with them and I will miss them! Their mother Dawn has now returned from her travels.  Milo would escort me into the bathroom to get alone time with me apart from the dogs it was so dear!  Samson and Chipper would occasionally wander into the bathroom during Milos and my time together asking for more loving from me.  They both of course got a lot of loving from me also!  I love all the animals I sit for but their are some that stick out in my mind more than others.  Layla, Beverlys dog is one of them.  This morning I curled up on her luxurious dog bed with her and gave her a tummy rub/scratch.  She loved that!  Layla previously before she came to Beverly was an abused dog so I really like to give her some extra attention.  Now on to the life coaching portion of my life.  That is going well also and I am loving it and learning a lot.  Last week with one of clients named Ed a pro bono client I was concerned that perhaps there wasn’t anything else to work with him on.  He seemed so together.  However, I now realize that perhaps and he has shared that this is true that he had some fear regarding touching on what he really wants to work on which is creating the life he wants to live.  He tends to perhaps rationalize that all is well why change anything and can he really have his dream life.  Well now we are beginning to really get down to the nuts and bolt regarding this.  The coaching journey in a way has just begun.  He perhaps is my most challenging client.  I now have four peer clients, one pro bono external client and a trial session coming up this Thursday with the mother of one of my peer clients.  I feel very complemented that my peer client recommended me to her mother.  This client will be a paying client but I will do it at a reasonable rate to be determined during the trial session.  I would venture to say between $30.00 to $50.00 a session.  However, I may also give her a package deal if she will commit to 12 sessions and be my other external client for ICA.  As far as the energy work I have a client scheduled for a Reiki session this Thursday but it has been a few weeks.  I would like to have at least one to two clients a week for energy work on a regular basis.   The classes at ICA are going well and I am learning a lot! As far as the rest of my life, I don’t have much social life right now but I am trying to make sure that I schedule an occasional journey call with my closest friends and I am scheduled to meet a friend Friday night for dinner.  Well this is it for now.  More soon….